When you stare close into the fire, the dancing flame beckons you in, closer and closer. Surrendering your will. Surrendering your fight. Rules have made you hard, rigid and inflexible. Where is the passion that used to rule you? Where is the sudden moment of spontaneity that used to rule you and made you unafraid to not wear the constructed coat of respectability? You compromised once, it led to another. You have forgotten what it is like to be true to yourself. You want to learn a truth. You can only remember convenience.